Argh

Seem that I wasn’t my usual self at office the past 2 days
Keep making mistakes the past 2 days
Even my boss ask me why I look so sick
Ear infection seem to be getting better
Appeal to aerospace fail.

Should I start taking better care of myself?
Should I work all the way till university starts?
Is university really what I want to do now?
How hard am I willing to work in university?
The way I did in polytechnic? Then what next?
Aerospace or others?

Why everyone around me say I will survive everything?
I still find it very amazing that others know I will survive
They seem to just know I will
But I am just getting more tired and lost everyday

the Dip

I was reading the book 'the dip' by Seth Godin.
There is this question at the conclusion of the book that got me thinking a lot:
'Is the pain of the dip worth the benefit of the light at the end of the tunnel?'

Which is similar to the questions i have on my mind lately...
Is working all the way till uni be good?
Do my body and mind need a break? or is the workaholic perfectionist me coming back?
Would the money (light at the end of tunnel) i earn from my job now be enough?

Is pushing myself through uni to achieve good grades be worth it in the end?
I guess the last question is the most important one at this crossroad i am facing.

If it scares you, it might be a good thing to try.

Perseverance is the answer!

20th May 2009 - TP Graduation Cermony
After the event, my emotions when on a downward roller coaster ride that lasted a few days
Looking at the medal i got for being 3rd in my cohort automatically brings tears flowing out my eyes ... but as time past i finally saw the motivation it brings ...
Hope it continue to bring me motivation in uni to achieve my goals...
My sincere thanks to all who help me through my polytechnic education.

Having a fix working hour allow me to have more sleep
Think my body have not really recover from the fatigue that is inflicted during the past 3 years
Was quite amaze that for a few weeks after graduation cermony i could sleep at around 8pm after i work

If life is smooth sailing I won't learn
Each cross road of our life we learn something new
And i learn persverance is the answer to everything...
There are many ways to get to one dreams ... regardless which road I take am going to hang on!
And it is true that 'Out of difficulties make miracles!'

Waiting for:
- Appeal results
- Uni Admission package
- CAAS results
- The call for a scholarship interview