Newspaper Delivery Person Theroy

Doing door to door flyer distribution temp job this week
Work from 0620 - 1200.
Is early, is hardwork but I am sure I can make it

My boss was saying this:
If you hire a newspaper delivery person who wakes up super early to distribute newspaper, you can bet approximately 100% the person can be trusted.
(i wonder this is true... )

This few days also starting to feel like those weeks during my last poly exam
Go work, go home study, Sleep 4-5hrs each night
But i guess I will hang on as I don't think there is other road to walk at this moment

Alone

I guess for a person like me
Who doesn't know when I will be leaving
It's still better to live life alone
Face everything alone
Rather then becoming a burden for someone else

Engine restarted ...

I guess i fallen into a black hole ever since i came back from taiwan, camp, few overnight work
Guess was seriously sleep deprive that the past few night i hallucinate my parents were around
Lol... really didn't realise lack of sleep could have driven my crazy

But am back on my feet, slept 8 hours last night, really slept well
And i got my engine restarted today to start my CAAS revision
Just praying my engine will run well till CAAS exams are over
Think it will be the same concept, 'I will sleep all i want after CAAS exams', lol

I got a letter from school yesterday, telling me i would be receiving dipolma with merit
In the 3 years, i acheive 15 Distinction, 11 A, 4 B+, 5 Pass and a cummulative gpa of 3.96 / 4
I guess it is good result bah

Doubt

Just ended camp about an hour ago
Yet now am about to leave for work
Not sure if this is the only way to drain my energy out
So that i won't have nightmares
Not sure if i need to be this tired so that i can sleep
Not sure if i can hang on till the end
But nobody knows
They only see the mask i wear everyday
The cheerful side of me